The Stand – The enemy tried to kill me

Standing takes a toll on your mind, body and soul. There are many days that you will think you are losing your mind because that is what the enemy wants you to think. he wants you to believe that all of this is your fault and send you into your natural abilities to bring that person (spouse, child etc.) back into your life. How many of you have done any of the following:

  1. Driving around looking for their car
  2. Sitting up waiting until they walk back into the house only to violently berage them with questions
  3. Calling their phone over and over, leaving thousands of messages
  4. Sat outside their place of employment/school
  5. Pace the floors all night long, beating yourself up for what’s happened
  6. Lost weight because you cant eat and I don’t mean fasting
  7. Ended up in the hospital

The constant crying, tossing and turning at night, sleepless nights, needing a sleeping pill just take the edge off because your thoughts will not cease.

Two major things happened in my body during the issues in my life. I just want everyone to understand the pressure that stress can take on your body while you are trying to process the trials in your marriage you are experiencing. My gallbladder had to be removed and during the surgery the surgeon found that it had literally stuck to my liver. Then 2 years later almost ended up in a diabetic coma…..BUT GOD SAID NOT SO!!!

Family, you cannot allow this test to take your life. Pull yourself together and learn to drop stuff off in the lap of Jesus. Can you give Him praise dead? NO! You have to complete the mission, break the curse so that your children don’t have to do it. You have been chosen so you have to pull yourself together, seek the face of God like never before, learn what you need to learn and pass the test. If you don’t pass it you will have to repeat it. Don’t be in such a hurry to get something you have not passed the test for. This will cause you to be rerouted back into the classroom. Slow it down, learn, take the test and pass the 1st time!

Standing is not easy. Standing does not have a set time attached to it.

Standing does however have a reward at the end of it but you need to be alive to enjoy it!

But he who endures to the end shall be saved. Matthew 24:13

 

 

Author: GAPP

I am an author and inspirational speaker. My new book are titled: "RESTORATION" and " God's Appointed Position in Prayer - Praying Wives Devotionals." Covenant is something that we must take seriously. God is a covenant God and everything he does is based on covenant. As wives we have a responsibility to God, to honor our marriages even when it seems others don't.

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